So in my family, it was not really acceptable to move in with a loved one before getting married. In no way am I encouraging you to tell your family to fuck off, and completely ruin that relationship. That is just not worth it!
I feel like there has been so much pressure for women to be seen as strong creatures who can do everything that a man can, who do not cry, who are their own bosses, etc. Although I love all of these ideas, I don't think it is a bad thing to feel a little emotional and vulnerable sometimes.
I am not sure about you, but I love doing quizzes online, such as BuzzFeed quizzes. My counselor hat went on and made me curious about the criteria that decided if somebody is good or bad at being married.